Shia bloggy

2010-10-25T10:17:00.001+08:00

gudbye to blog....n hi to tumblr...weeeee!!!! im goin to leave this blog of mine wich is full of memories...so no emo story of me ok..hhhah!!!.

2010-09-22T02:46:00.002+08:00

lyfe was hard now adaes since ayah warded in hosp..ibu n me having reali a hard tyme not having ayah around at home...sedeh kn...i wish ayah was leeping in the room wif ibu...my duet raye almost finish for my trip here and there n mkn semue..i dunwan to susah kn ibu..i dunmind not buying my things wich i want so badly..for the sake of my family i can sacrifise anything...
i dun tink no one understnd how i feel..i feel so lonely.as if i have no one..agik2 nk akat exam..wif no one support.all i got was arguement...fren mcm buat bdh...aku da tktao ape agik nk uat..i feel so useless...im falling at the same hole..i lost trust in guys..no one prove me wrng.. if i were treated tis way i dun tink i nid sumone in my lyfe...

2010-09-06T09:26:00.002+08:00

its been awhile since the lastyme i blogged...like i always do..wen it tymes i have reali no one to tok to ill be blogging just to let it out my feeling..i noe its kinda stupid but ya i dun gve a damn...ive lost interest in skool...ive lost interest in guys...i lost interest in everything...i use to msg anyone in my cntcts but now ..no..no more..im so lazy to text anione.. past few days my hp was fcking quiet..its kinda weird but ya..i lazy to hold the hp n texting anione..my prepaid is still full..i lazy to go out unless friends ask me too..all i do is keeping myself quiet..if sumone wud tok to me rudley n sarcasticly i intend to fight bck..i dono y now adaes i veri kasar..im not like lastyme...patience...happie...i dono wer all those emotion goes...i feel like killing sumone whom i hate..i feel like nk chili kn satu pmpan ni nye mulut..im just weird la now adaes..but i noe i wont do stupid thinks la..limit2..erm nvm..keep it to myself..ok..i just feel stupid posting pathetic post..i going off

2010-08-16T08:08:00.002+08:00

not sure y suddenly im cvraving for MARC JACOOBS BAGS..VANZ SHOE...RING..I MEAN BIG RING..HMM..CLOTH..JEANS N DRESS....I CRAVING FOR THOSE...PLS HELP ME!!..HAIZ!!

2010-08-11T00:35:00.003+08:00

i dunno y its hard for u to commit wif me...y must u babitkn the past wif now...i reali feel so sad..super sad...as if im the one that SYIOK SENDIRI loving u...u say u love me??i can see that but u nvr make me feel important...im not like lastyme ok yg boleh sabah mcm budak bodoh..im not that patience animore...everyday i cried...u wont noe coz if i tel u..it will be a big issue...lps satu-satu...WRONG TYME RIGHT GUY..RIGHT GUY WRONG TYME......

2010-07-30T23:54:00.002+08:00

I HAPPY SKALI...MY KAKAK LIKE ATLAST BOUGHT FOR ME G-SHOCK!!!WEEE!!!! I'VE BEEN WANTING THIS WATCH SO BADLY FROM LASTYR..I AM VERI2 HAPPY...HEHHE

2010-07-26T17:53:00.002+08:00

u can see me being happie with my girlfriends..laughing here and there...but there one part which u will rarely see me being sad..i wouldnt show it in front of u people coz theres no point me showing it to u..u wont understnd..ive been suffered all this while..i cried in the middle of the nite..i cant bare to face all this on my own...even i would have a boifren..he woudnt care...let me tell u...even how rich u r, u bought me all this branded things for me that doesnt matter...u dun go for ur money...all i nid is ur time...ibu reali tot that im hapie but actuali no...i lie to her so that she wouldnt be worrie much about me...i dunwan she to see me crying like how i cried for junaidi..i dun wan...i wan her to be happie..seriusly...ive been hiding my sadness from everyone...n u people who read my blog atleast u noe ..i wouldnt show it..i rather blog it...i reali confuse of my lyfe right now...i wish i cud be like lastyme i have so much o confidence of myself...i dun cre for anione ..i dun cre for anione feelings..i wish i cud be like that but eventuali people change...n i cnt bare to see innocence people get hurt by me...but i just dun get it y wud other people hurt me wen ive alrdy change...life is confusing..n veri unfair...haiz...

2010-07-20T03:40:00.002+08:00

todae i was alone in the bus on my way home...wen the bus turns i tink beside the SAFRA TAMP ther i saw my ex...haiz...i didnt expect it was hym...i was shock...he change alot..i mean no more junaidi yg dulu dgn Q...omg...suddenly my tears run down my cheeks..i remembered our old times..haiz..wat a memory...since i was so tired just now i remember he will always be ther for me hugging me,lending his shoulder so i cud slip..omg i miss those tymes..omg im crying!!!i cant stand it...its been so long i didnt mit hym n suddenly i saw hym..haiz...

2010-07-16T01:42:00.002+08:00

I GUESS I JUST PLAY WITH UR TYPICAL GAME OK JERK...HHAHA..EVEN HOW DROP DEAD GOOD LOOKING U R I DUN GVE A DAMN...I WONT MELT BY UR WORDS..N YA U TRYING TO SHOW OFF HUH...TODAE UR DAE...LU TUNGU EH BILE TYME DA SAMPAI...

2010-07-15T00:39:00.001+08:00

my veri best friend here is in the hosp...get well k gf!!...upcoming danish daniel !aunty Q here...!!hahhah..beb i'll pray hard for u...

2010-07-12T02:30:00.003+08:00

hey look gerls n boys dun bcz ive change that doesnt mean krng2 ni boleh pijak kepale aku phm!!..hey cmmon la zaman biler mao show off..mao fanatic skrng...kao jgn buat aku jadk mcm dulu tao..jgn buat aku krng benci..phm!!!..aku tk tunjuk dpn krng aku mrh atau benci...pasal aku nk jage ati krng!!! tk mcm krng nk pijk2 kepale... so wat kalao kao bnyk tlng aku...beh kao tlng aku kao kene big fck uh??babi tols!! pasal kao tlng aku uh aku padang kao kwn siak..kao jgn sampai aku bastard kao rabak2 uh...sape2 terase tu bgs .cume nk pesan jek...k bye

2010-07-10T23:22:00.002+08:00

i was watching the movie IM NOT SINGLE...the movie touched my heart..someone who MAYA hate alot became her husband bcz of parent ask them too ...eventhough MAYA didnt even love ADAM...ADAM, as a husband do wat a husband surpose to do..he undestnd MAYA alot...till he had to not slip b4 3am bcz he knows that MAYA has a trouble of sleep walking...ADAM even sold his car for MAYA to buy a ring that she wanted too n its too expensive..mayb u guys shud watch this movie in youtube... i cried bcz how i wish sumone cud reali make me SOOOO important like how ADAM treated his wife...haiz...wish sumone cud reali be ther for me..understnd me ..sacrifise sumting for me..awww...haiz...that story is so happily ever after...

2010-07-09T02:15:00.002+08:00

u noe its fil good to see sumone hapie wif their couples..aaawww...reali..so swit...i wonder wen is my tyme gona b hapie?hahhaaa..DREAM ON QURAISHIA...nvm la..im hapie the way i am..

2010-07-07T22:38:00.002+08:00

school was average..i have 3 project wif my team..haiz..capek2..haha..but nvm my baby girls was there to cheer me up..eventhough its superb boring we always find a way to make the class noisy or sumtink n POA class..always makes us feel sleepy not sure y but the lecturer was fun..ok aku da merepek..aku pnt giler...=)...I NID CIGARETTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-07-07T18:13:00.001+08:00

HUAHUAHUAHUA...DUDE IF U READ TIS ITS GOOD...I DUN NID UR SWIT TALKS..CZ I NOE U ARE FULL OF BULLSHIT..HUAUAUHAUAH

2010-07-04T04:32:00.002+08:00

aku benci kao sial!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!kao tk gune...kao tkya nk mintak aku maaf....aku benci kao sgt2....kao ckp aku streotype ?sial la if aku tink tat way pon mmg betol pe ....kao pon buat aku pk gtu...u nvr show me wrng.....kao mmg sial....aku benci kao gile babi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!krng2 kalao tk suke aku jgn cntct aku!!!!!asl aku treat kao mcm gni pasal tk gune la sia aku treat kao ke sape2 baik....kao phm tk !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KAO TK PERNAH NMPK AKU MRH KN.....KAO NK SGT KN..MENTANG2 AKU DIAM...SIAL PEH JANTAN!

NIAL=SIAL<

2010-06-29T06:43:00.002+08:00

damn its raining..ibu tkd pat umah..i tkt.haiz...

u noe i view my old post u noe wat i saw..hehe...shafiee pic..=)aaww..wat a memori...

i rindu diek...=(

2010-06-28T19:25:00.003+08:00

Hey readers..todae is like the 3rd day im sitting at home..damn it ..no life.. ok nvm...k recently i was viewing profile who people add me on my tagged..and i found a journal wich i tink its true enuf of having a r/s..

Dalam keriangan tersembunyi rasa kesayuan yang tanpa engkau tahui. ini la kata2 yg selalu bermain dalam kepale otak aku yang kental ni..tapi tkpe come aku share sikit..

1)selalu belajar dari kesilapan org, da tahu jgn kite uji diri kter takut diri kter tidak dpt menangung risiko nyer.

2)walaupun sehebat mane diri kter...biarlah org lain yg menilaikannya, tkpayahla kter tunjuk2 bukan ape itu la keistimewaan masing2

3) ego itu di dlm kamus bermakne =sturborn.(degil+ego=membawa penyesalan yg tk sudah2 kelak)

4) semue manusia istimewa carik la keistimewaan masing2..

5)tis is the most point wich i like the most.. kalao mencari teman yang istimewa..selalu bertanyer kemane arah yg ditujui..?e.g, if the guy/gal doing well in saving or what he or she shud help(impart the skills) bukan setakat cintan-cintun- tk main la beb!(maaf)

6) jgn sesekali menyesal akan benda yg terlepas,pastinya cari jalan seterus agar kter dpt lupe kn our memories..(wich i have to improve on myself)aahha

7) tkde org dilahirkn (pasang siap )or (perfect)..terimala org itu dgn ikhlas, dan pasti org itu akan sedia berubah bersama untk di masa hadapan..(tk kire la dalam segi ape..pemikiran ker,perangai atao ntah..hehe)

8)DALAM IDUP INI TKDA YG BETUL DAN TKDA YG SLH..KALAO INGIN TAHU TANYER DIRI SENDIRI..nanti kalao tegur ade yg tk suka jadk ask urself..kalao da tahu..kalao slh jgn buat agik..

9)kalao marah bukan tanda benci tapi syg jgn ambil kesempatan dgn mereka yg lemah.

10)i believe we dont need sex to be in love other than just looking for fun..

samakah hari ini dan hari2 yg lepas..yg penting usaha yg terbaik daripada sekarang..

siri kata dari saya-NIR..

ok..i tk refering to anione ok..i post it for myself..cz i find it interesting..kalao ade yg slh den im not sure..ehehe..i bet all of u cmfm ckp "sejak bile Q mcm gud2 jek post about tis"haha..u all have to noe kadang2 kepale otak aku ni ade sikit sot2...so yah...haha..

2010-06-28T04:24:00.002+08:00

too much of negative things in my mind..im not sure y im this weak..every nite i keep crying thinking why everyhting shud be going this way...nutin satisfied me...friends were there wen we r happy..but wen tymes we are sad...no one know..i tink i shud be bz as them n dun blame me for my silent..

hey guy...the more u say im this n im that the more im weak..u make me think more negative..thx for the advise but look this is y i dun wanna share i'll get sad and confuse of myself...i have to hang up the fone rudely cz im too angry, sad and confuse..everthing mix up..im sori...

i reali wana be busy..do anything that cover up my boredness and problem..skul and werk..is all i wana think about..

2010-06-28T04:09:00.001+08:00

fake hopes...im totali lost...im stuck...my mind is no where..

2010-06-27T05:52:00.007+08:00

i'm not sure why but i'm just not satisfied with one thing that makes me can't sleep peacefully...

2010-06-26T21:47:00.004+08:00

hey lovely readers....damn weekend was wasted by sitting at home and surf internet..fyna werking..iqin werking...siti too far...others...not sure..tsssk..i wish i can be a busy girl who works everday..haha..ok i wan to apologise to sum pple who i didnt reply ur messages cz my p8 has no credits and i didnt tpup coz i dun c any use of it if i do..texting guys for nw such a waste of tyme n no use coz every single one of them is the same...i just cant be bother animore..seriusly..i went ot here and there..even if i saw a drop dead good looking guys outside i just dun feel anithing anymore..i wasnt mealted like i use too..im weird i always change in a way i like to do this...but now i dun like to do wat i use to do...ahaha..toking on the fone was not my fav thing to do animore at night...ahaha..even a guy treat me nicely on the fone wat i do is layan kn jek la..all tis nice thing tk akan kemane pon..thats for now about guys...bout myself..past is past k..dun judge me by my past la k..i just hate it..i might not show u im angry cz i jst lazy to get into arguements ok..if my mum scold me...wat i do is msk kiri kelua kanan..mls nk gadoh la..eh jantan jgn pk aku diam kao bleh pijak kepale aku phm..same to those gerls ok..stop looking at me like one of the kind...being fanatic tkkan bwk krng kemane2 la k..ok im not feeling well since last thursday...my head is spinning!!the worst part is my running nose..SUPPER IRRITATING...hahas...hey i hear ayah screaming GGGGOOOALLL!!!hahaa...joining hym later..tc love..=)

2010-06-26T00:39:00.002+08:00

hey reader...ok im not feeling well todae..since yesterdae nite sey..my head is spinning...my throat and nose is killing me...its so irritating..tskk..wen ever i get sick i'll cry not sure y...hahas..but this tyme..i cried totali cz suddenly i tink of my ex JUNAIDI..haha...weird rite...haha...lasttyme wen ever i get a fever he will always pampered me ...he will be rite beside me hugging me....awwww...ok im crying rite now...hahahas...ok...now he is not here for me animore...hmmm...now all i see is happy couple loving each other..last long kays those were in r/s...=)

2010-06-22T23:40:00.005+08:00

todae was awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!karate kid was superb ok!!!!!!!!omg...i reali enjoy the movie...i was super focus on the big screen..huahuahua...k now i started to have this comment feeling..oh my god!!!!haha...pls3...go away...i wouldnt wana think so much bout this...but the facts he is adorable...awww..ok.. now im not sure if i enjoy my lyfe but still friends were there to cheer me up...ok so thats the end...

FYI...

MY HEART IS NO WHERE....NOT BELONG TO ANIONE...JUST ONE PERSON WHICH IS ME...=)

to azhar

2010-06-21T23:09:00.003+08:00

im sorry for wat i had done..i didnt mean to hurt u but i wouldnt wan u to suffer like tis..i have gve up on life n my attitude change.. watever i said to u jst now is for u own gud..i appreciated u alot but i dun tink tis thing shud continue...being fren is much more better than having r/s...i noe u are hurt now but i have to tink of myself for once..i've been tinking of pple feeling but that doesnt mean i wan to hurt u...i just dont want u to get hurt even more...im sori

2010-06-21T02:59:00.002+08:00

ppppsssttt...hey readers...hahas..not sure y im on smile today..eventhough todae was suck wen i went out but i just dun gve it a damn anymore...i just not sure wif me..ok..no ok..ok..not ok..haha...mayb sum of my sis fb post gave me motivation to go tru lyfe without tinking all the sadness...my holidae was a waste..wen out here and there without any plans..haha..so thats my daily lyfe..wasting my time here and there...i seriusly wants to work..I WANA BE A MONEY MAKER!!!hahaha...lyfe been reali hard for me...i try my best to put a smile..great friend been reali advising me..msn ppl..ahhaa..but those ASSHOLES..sori fer being rude to u in msn but ya..i dun swallow ur lies...reali cant wait to finish skul..my sexy sis recomended me tis skul wic i cnt remeber the name..more to fashion..ya...i told her..i wish to but the fees..argh..koyak deh kocek ayah...hhaha..hmm...let be random...hmm..wat do i wan???

i wan long dress from NEW LOOK..it cost me sg$99.00..fyna and me was super shock!..but those dress SSSSUUUPPEERRR nice..argh..

i wana shop shop shop but not to drop..hahhaa...

i want everyday smile on my face..

i want MAC COSMETICS...my compact powder da nk akat habis=(

I WANT SNEAKERS!!!!

lastly.....

wich every girl wish to have one...

i wanna have a nice..caring...understnding..funny...boifren...that is the most thing i wud reali want......

i read sum of friends and strangers blog or tumblr...all talking bout their baby love..hubby love...reali scared to lost them..awwww..so swit..wish i cud post those type of stories in my blog..but hHAH...i dun have one...hahhaa..mayb i shud just b cool ok shiya...no boifren..no worry..

2010-06-17T14:06:00.002+08:00

oh man,,i reali waste alot of tyme at home and outside...going anywer wer my heart sae so..im so lifeless..rite now p8 low..i cnt even call dorothy perkins HR to ask if there's vacancy..damn it..tis is all bcz of that guy..i waste my tyme tping up my p8 last2 tk msg.. if we do we will be arguing..wat a lyfe...ok..kwn Q kate if we mrh just smile..so im smiling..hahah..reali..i dun reali care animore wat gona happen..all tis r/s thingy just stop me from having a good lyfe..heartbroken here and there..haha.but to b truth i do fil lonely and jealous wen im outside..lonely cz no guys to hold hand with..take pic with..pampered with..n finally jealous of those couples..haiz..i reali wana occupied my tyme wif sumting..i reali wana working..haiz..plss...get me a job WITH NICE PPLE plllss...i dunwan to go work with everydy looking at those fuggging faces..plls god i wana be happy of wat im doing...pls...

2010-06-17T05:59:00.002+08:00

im not sure y but i just streotype everyguys are the same..how shud i not tink those ways..if i gve chance to them they step over my head...if not they argue like an asshole...all my feeling fades away..everywer i go couple are hapie here and there..but not sure y wen im wif junaidi everyone wants to be sgl..haiz..damn it..i cant understnd love in lyfe..confusing..nvr in my mind it cud be this hard...

2010-06-14T04:29:00.002+08:00

hey readers..havent been blogging for quite sometimes i admit im lazy to blog..nutin for me to blog about..holidae was fun plus a lil part of boringness..i wish i could have work rather than wasting my tyme going here and there with no intention...ouh man..im so lifeless..wish sumone cud reali bright up my day..gosh..its 4.35 in the morning..i cant slip i spend the whole day at home todae as im reali tired after yesterdae swimming at jurong...one guys piss me off..keep miting hym coincidenly..fuugg off!!! haiz..ok i reali got nutin to blog about..reali looking forwad this wed interviewing at 313 somerset...i wana work at Doroty Perkins plsss...i wish i cud just work rather than studying but yah wat can i do wif just n level cert if i drop ite...and wat can i do wif nitec cert if i finish skul...ouh god..pls if u cud reali send me sumone who can motivate me tru my teenage life i wud appreciate it..yes im jealous of fren who is alrdy att..it wasnt like old tyme evry of my fren wants to b sgl when that tyme im att with Junaidi..hha..k gona end tis thing here...t.c...

2010-06-02T20:06:00.004+08:00

Next..i'm ready for the worst..

hope it wont happen.......

~~im in love....gagaga~~

2010-05-19T10:31:00.002+08:00

Today..boring...im in OSA now..arghh..restless...i starting to get lazy now adaes..i tink i shud stop that habit..argh..im so lifeless...compare me when i was in secondary skool..so much diff...omg..i reali nid sumthing in me..pls cheer me up...omg...

IBU!!!AYAH!!!I REALI WAN ANY OF THOSE..PREETIE PLS...!!!!!

2010-05-18T21:06:00.003+08:00

im begging ibu for any one of them...i reali want it so desperately!!!!

2010-05-15T00:31:00.001+08:00

WHEN THERE'S NO LIGHT TO BREAK

THE DARK APART.....

2010-05-13T21:06:00.002+08:00

SCHOOL WAS FUN..LAUGH HERE AND THERE...!!MADNESS IN EACH OF US!!HHAHA...

end of all that..

i just cant stop looking at u....awww...im melting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-05-12T22:16:00.001+08:00

this guy..i've been crazy about hym since i was in secondary school tyme!!!
KIWAAAKKK!!!!MAAAUUUTT!!!!I LOIKE!!!

2010-05-12T22:13:00.000+08:00

it left wif memories

2010-05-12T22:04:00.004+08:00

GUESS WAT....i realise todae is 12.05.2010...it surpose to be my 2nd yr annivasary me and junaidi if we havent broke up..i cried,the reason is bcz too much memories..wasted 1yr9mnth wif hym..lucky shazwan was there to cool me down..he was there to lend his shoulder to me....happy 2nd yr annivasary EX...

2010-05-12T21:18:00.003+08:00

not much to tok about todae...skul surpose to start at 8 but i attend at 9.30..skip EFC lesson..how i wish miss lyna teach us again..haiz..reach skul straight to OSA lesson..didnt use skul skirt..haha..skul skirt so irritatin..always move here and there..haiz..end at 11...haha..luch at cafe2..then mit shazwan at pasiris..hearpeas make prob went to white sand grab new hearpeas..go boonlay..walk here and there..then home....<<<<<<<<<<BORING POST!!!

2010-05-09T15:46:00.005+08:00

i was dreaming after i woke up..

thinking wat happen next...suddenly shafiie name

appear in my head..

i just miss hym..hope that i cud reali reverse the

world around..

I LOVE IBU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!

2010-05-09T00:44:00.006+08:00

todae was great..mit fyna,siti and anisah at tamp mall..i was late..hehe..as usual..hah..they already bought for their mumy mother's dae present..i have no idea on wat to buy for ibu...i wanted to buy perfum but its not worth it..sumthing across my mind that i tink ibu reali need a wallet..cz she got lots of handbags and not wallet..haha..so went to ISETAN..not much variety there..the most attractive brand on my eyes was GUESS..haha..wallets are on sales!!haha..too many wallet till i cant decide wich to buy..the wallet wich on sales are the old version so i dun feel that i shud buy the one on sales ..ibu bought for me too much things wich is quite expensive wif her own money and yah i decided to buy the new arrivals wallet..Guess Ontario..nice and the price are reasonable less than $100..wanted to buy t he big one but i noe ibu wont put alot of things in her wallet so bought for her the small one..while the sales girl packing it i look at the guess necklaces so nice ..wanted to buy but tink back i have to budget..haiz..that necklace cost $55..koyak bju gengz..haha..so yah..go counter and pay..then head to burger king had our meal..then to COTTON ON i cnt stand it..so i bought dress and bangles..then wanted to buy beg . fyna..thx to fyna,she stop me cz i was reali TK INGAT DUNIA WEN SHOPPING! Then go fyna house visit kak ryn and baby bought for her winie the pooh and yah go home about 10.00 give ibu that wallet..awww...im happy ibu reali like that wallet very much and i noe my aunty will like it went she see the wallet..i remind ibu not to lend her..i remind her alot of tyme and yah..will gona remind her again 2rmw..hehehe...

2010-05-08T15:26:00.002+08:00

hey readers..i noe my song kinda jiwang2 but i've been hearing tis song n im touch..tis guy sang betta then imran ijmain..no offence..haha..wen ever i hear tis song i will always remember those who used to be wif me..haiz..haha..ok..2mrw mother's, planned to go town but yah it was cancel..i hate it wenever lastmin plan..then planned to go tamp mall..haiz..boring..i wanted to go town as TAKA has offer sey..arg!stress sey..nvm..so yah i tink i've gve up..wenever i wan to b sincere wif a person..that person perangai gler..remember the guy gave me mickey mouse..he is so sensitive..tnyer sikit tkbleh..so i tell ibu bcz ibu look at me then she noe i got sum prob..after told her everythng she sae jgn kwn dgn budak tu agik..no use..yet he is so selfish.it reminds me of junaidi..the ferst few month im wif hym yah it was tough..kene mrh dgn diek i was very patience..then after i tink about wat ibu ssay..i decided not to cntct hym..i didnt even text hym todae,i wanted to but enuf is enuf..y must i understnd pple wen he hymself doesnt unsderstnd bout me..SELAMAT TINGAL SELAMAT JALAN....

2010-05-07T15:24:00.002+08:00

im not sure..im just not in the mood..CSV project kills me..ya my bad we did it lastmin..nw chilling in cafe 2 doing nutin..half of the project is done accept powerpoint..i hate this..argh!!angry mood nw..

2010-05-07T06:03:00.009+08:00

i wonder y does Mondae took long tyme

to reach Friday..and went it comes

to Fridae to Sunday it is so fast!..OK RANDOM!!

2010-05-07T03:11:00.003+08:00

its fridae now..i mean like its the end of the skul week..skool was fun yesterdae..CSV lesson was alot of laughter..i cnt tink wat i wana post its 3.14 in the morning..i jus woke up..so tired..ok last Monday was a swit dae..kak ryn has alrdy gve birth..n at nite i had a suprise!!sumone gave me a big mickey mouse..it much more bigger than last junaidi bought it for me a bear..my fav cartoon character agik..hehe..then he fetch me to home..UNSAFE RIDER!!!hhaa..

he said' that was the most discipline tyme wen i was riding'

i said' wen ever u wif me on the bike u shud b on ur discipline..u noe i'll be scared kn'

i always turn his head wen ever he wanted to look at me behind..yah its not the ferst tyme i TOMPANG a bike but yah..i tink u shud noe how i feel..the best part was at the express way but for me its the most scary part..hahha...i cnt wait for saturdae..buying mother's day present for ibuku yg tersyg dan terbising..i love her alot..

2010-05-03T01:25:00.004+08:00

Sometimes i just have to smile pretend tat

everything's is doing fine,

hold back the tears and just walk away.

but in my heart its crying...

2010-05-03T01:01:00.002+08:00

hey 2dae is mondae..damn..starting skul later..pls..i wan secondary skul lyfe bck..i miss girlfriends alot..toking bout skul..i just cnt stop saying how much i miss them..haiz..ok just now when to Jurong east mit a fren of mine..it was great spending 2 hours wif hym..laugh here and there..2.45 heading to mrt..we took the mrt same2..he need to go Novena and mit his bro n im miting fyna and kak acah at town area..so yah..inside the mrt we were playful..pple start looking at us..hack care bout them..i enjoy myself..even in mrt..haha..wen tyme i had to go off it was sad, we planned to mit at nite but eventuali he need to go werk lastmin..so yah..down to town meet fyn at Takashimaya..the weather was freaking hot..i just cnt stand it walking under the sun but percussion guys even hotter!!!!ok sori if i abit gatal but its the truth..haha..afta mit fyn went to lucky plaza..wait kak acah finish work at Mount E..so we had our lunch at there..fyn eating bakso penyet and i order ayam penyet...SSSEEEDDAAPP!..tapi pedas..we cnt stand the chili..very spicy...hehe..finish our meal we mit kak acah she had to cancel going hosp as she got sum urgent matters so me and fyn took mrt to novena...hehehe..i was expecting to mit hym but cnt datang idung tk nmpk..reach novena at basstop ternmpk MY EX SISTER!!!..step tk nmpk jek tu pmpan...no comment bout his guy tknk ckp bnyk but dun u tink its discursting to dick nose in public!!!omg!!! ok pape she's going to KK jgk..i dun take e same bus as her so yah..skali same ward..babi tol..haha..waited for kak ryn we chill at hall ...and yah..i spend my fidae..sat..sun..wif fyn and going KK..accompany kak ryn and fyna..=)

2010-05-01T17:57:00.002+08:00

i dunwan sae anything bout todae..wat i just have to say is..my heart is crying right now..feel like crying but i just cnt let it out...its true enuf wat i expected...im totali sad...how cud it be like tis..

2010-05-01T11:47:00.002+08:00

im reali piss off rite now..waited for ur col and msg even msn..u just didnt appear..tis is y i always tink negative..dun blame me..u urself didnt show anything n making me feel tis way....since that plan was cancel im miting fyna early to KK..visit kak ryn..ibu went out to geylang wif nenek go pasar ..me alone at home..freaking bored...

2010-05-01T00:48:00.002+08:00

hey readers..hhaa..ok todae i didnt turn up for skul ya..i woke up like 8am sharp n class start at 8 so i was late and yet im sleepy..hehe..so plan for todae meet up wif fyna at her place took cab to KK visit kak ryn..she was so cute wif her pink dress pajamas..go down to MC'D since she dun like hosp food that have been serve..i also havent had my breakfast..chill in the ward..laugh here n there..even its just three of just its so fun..haha..and at 6 she have to go checkup ..fyn's mummy,daddy,sis and little bro came tk sempat mit kak ryn..tk sampai 5min pon..haiz..then we went Adam Food Centre at 9 gtu patah alek hosp wauted for kak ryn..me and fyn watch tb at hall..crte hantu..haha..at 10 tb was switch off auto..we tot wad and cpt2 kte lari g bilik kak ryn..it was funny ok..we were loud..haha..then around 1030pm fyn dad took us and send us home..=)..tomorow g lagik!!!..yey!!..mother's day cuming soon..thinking of wat to buy for Ibu..she was nagging at me..i just ignore..hha..seriusly i cnt tink of wat to buy for her..she got lots of wallet...begs...mayb im gona get her perfumes?or watch?i dono!!!!

2010-04-29T19:55:00.002+08:00

THAT SHADES!!! OMG!!!

I WISH I COULD..

SUPER TRUE!!!

AWWW...ME + YOU=LOVE..AWW..SO SWIT..TOO BAD ..NO BOIFREN!HAHAH

2010-04-29T19:16:00.002+08:00

sch was fun..yet lonely but teesha and naf doesnt left me alone..hahha..i love them..i was sick..i cnt stand it..my throat hurts .called syiqin tot she's at skul wanted to meet her..but she attend skul so yup i went break wif syuhaidah all and waited for teesha and nafisah.. since naf havent had her breakfast so we waited for her but then we running out of tyme..so she just grab burger while i grab bread hotdog ..so wen up to class for OSA..then CSV..tyme was running reali slow..CSV end we went to cafe 2 with mardianah..have our proper meal..hahah.. mardianah left early...and yah it was enjoyable..laughter here and there..haha...damn! i miss dressing up..i miss shopping..i miss town!!!..shud one dae plan up..hha..

not feeling well

2010-04-28T23:49:00.004+08:00

im not feeling well..i slept around 5 i tink then woke up at 10 plus i realise my nose was bleeding..the weather was freaking hot ok tadk..cnt stnd it..reali my body is weak wif no mood and i nid sumone to layan me..thx to Danial he's chatting wif me on msn..haha..funi2..k skul was fine todae..i skipped EFC ..tot of just skipped that lesson coz its freaking bored the lecturer is so membebel..wen she tok she drag..omg!ok tot of going OSA..i forgot there was a tok then mit Zie last min in skul.then tk jadk go the tok tingy..lpk wif atikah and mardianah at cafe 1..STUDY!..haha..study eh..hha for real kape!..haha..then teesha came ..hhee..11 went up to class having CSV test we were early..heheh..ok after test lpk at forum wait till 12.30 so that teesha cn tap the ezlink then wen to tamp tot of lpk but then end up go to mardianah house..she's meeting her beloved boifren..so tk jadk lpk .teesha pon kene g amek testimonial..atikah werking.so yah me no plan then go bck home..so over all skul was abit fun todae..u noe i noe pple dono..so yah..hhhaha..

starting to be lazy this semester

2010-04-27T21:33:00.002+08:00

OMG!! school wasnt like tis before it getting boring now adaes..im not sure y..seriusly i hope tis will change..pls god!!!haiz..ok todae i skipped class, i was tired..even i slept early like about 2am??heheh that was early ok..haha..but still i felt tired..i woke up at 4pm and my throat like sumting wrong..haiz...i hate having sore throat..mayb last nite i was heavyly smoking..haiz..i didnt go out the whole night i wanted to go ang cut my hair thin it but lazy..so on the lappy all the way and forgot tomorow having CSV exam..AND YET I HAVENT STUDY!!! haha..k im going to revise later..suddenly i jst feel so lonely now adaes..yelah use to have that DUDE by my side not now animre..no one gve me full support..haiz..i feel like crying everday..i miss my girlfriends alot..things wasnt like this b4..i miss them alot..if i cud onli hug them it will mean alot to me.. for now i've not been touching my fone often as i so lazy to text guys..to me they are just a heart breaker.. haiz..im so bored rite now..ibu lyn me tadk ..cook for me egg and roti..hehe..i love ibu so much..planning on buying her sumthing on mother dae...

i hate pple like u guysi

2010-04-25T00:15:00.002+08:00

i am so angry now..i just cnt understnd y guys now adaes mcm BUNGE!!!..tk gentle men all that..sial tol..now adaes im diff..diff in a way i dun gve chance to guys now adaes...langsung tk boleh dipercayekn..i dun care having arguement wif them..i dun care bout guys feeling after wat happen for past almost 2 years relatiOnship..I DUN GVE A DAMN!!! U WANA SHIT WIF ME..SENANG KATE I JUST PLAY WIF THE GAME K BABI..i cant even trust any one of guy cntcts now..i mean yg flings2 punye..haha..krng dasar mcm sial..i nvr been like tis angry n post in blog..to those pple krng kalao bace pon cantek uh..biar krng sedar..mcm mNE KRNG MINTAK MAAF PON KN I WONT FORGVE U..i noe im not like other gerls in town preetie2 all that but that doesnt mean u guys cn fool me up..if those who are innocen..sori if i rejected u all watsoever..but seriusly..i dun tink opf hving relationship animore..yes i do jealous looking at pple who are in relationship but i dun afford take the challenges..full of misunderstanding..i had enuf ..i waste my 1 yr plus for that Junaidi..todae i da argue wif many guys...4 guys that is y im like so angry..lay2 nmpk Wan at 419..so unexpected...argh! sori i cant find the ending..so angry rite now.bye

MAC

2010-04-22T23:46:00.001+08:00

CAN I HAVE ALL THIS PREETIE PLEASE!!!!!

2010-04-22T21:52:00.002+08:00

im not sure y but wen ever i view at Mimin's tagged profile i feel sad and angry..i just view his profile n i feel that its unfair for me of what he had done towards me..but wat to do..tis is lyfe there's up and down..so release after blogging it out..not sure who to tell but nvm..haha..ok for now im watching some video's on make-up tutorial..haha..believe me im not like this before..i dun even care bout my make-up but for now im totali concern bout it..i have to touch-up wen ever i go to the toilet..haha.make-up is so me!!haha..i always do sumting new to my face..but remember gerls if u wana be the experiment type of person doing sumting to ur face make sure u clean it ok..or u will end up having pimples.hah..ok ..so yah i wen to skul just now wif my new make-up tips wich i learn from youtube..hhhaa..i was late for LLA was on the lappy and terlajak,,haha n so i skip that lesson n attend OSA.we having test on EXCEL..so hard la..my math is so weak n i having a hard tyme finding those anw.hahha..hey tommorow is Friday ..i cnt miting K.Sanchez to learn guitar..so sad..kinda miss hym..last lesson we were very loud..especially me..hah..im not sure that day y im not in the mood but i keep to myself n show it with my iiritatin attitude..he saw my LLA book he took it n read it..sum personal tings in there n we were like running under the blk..fun2..oh yah the reason im not miting hym coz i having a School Trip to Johor..i have to skip Telematch.aww=(..lots of activities i have to skip..haiz..n now im tinking what the hell im going to wear la..haiz..i even ask Syuhaidah wat to wear she herself not sure wat to wear..teesha pon..my bju2 is full of long sleeve and dress..nuting else..ish!nvm let me go n tink wat i shud wear.i tink i have blog like alot..whole junk here..haha.t.c

2010-04-22T09:09:00.002+08:00

I REALI CONFUSE RITE NOW..BNYK KWN SLH ..TK BNYK KWN SLH..WAT E HELL!!HAVING LOTS OF GUY FREN DOESNT MEAN U WONT BE LOYAL TO SUMONE..AND DOESNT MEAN IM FLIRTING ALL AROUND...ASS!! WEN TYMES I WANA B ATTACH PPL LIKE DUN CARE BOUT ME..ISH!!SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOO AAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my body aching!!

2010-04-21T02:33:00.002+08:00

its 2.35am now i was awke at 2am..my whole body is cramp..even stomach..im so tired..having bl cheer training todae it end at 5..i wasnt ethusiastic coz i was tired and after so much comment on the cheer by the budak2 SPORT MANAGMENT its getting bored..but the fun part it was loud by the help by those guys..haha..todae my beg is very3 heavy i bring laPpy to school to do sum LEP project i tried downloading microsoft but it waste my freaking tyme!! ok so overall school was fun..so many funny things happen yesterdae..paisey rabak..sad that darling teesha n darling nafisah didnt attend skul , zie and me end up just being together..gagag!! ok thats for todae..=)

2010-04-20T12:55:00.002+08:00

hey readers..ok im in cafe 2 right now...wif zie and few of engineering guys here...hah..quite bored here..zie buying her lunch while me lazy to eat..not sure what shud i eat..hahha..gosh lazy to blog..just go here n haf a random post..hahas..taking care!!!

I MISS ALL MY GIRLFRIENDS!!

2010-04-18T23:26:00.003+08:00

todae was a bad and sad dae..i cant believe tis would happen let past be past..i was angry but it jst for a while and im cool rite now...fren's are precious to me i cant bear lossing them neither arguing with them..i reali miss secondary fren's alot..im sorry if i lack of contacting with u guys but now after tinking bck i will try spending tyme wif u guys..my heart reali hurt wen ever i tink im going to have argument wif sumone who is my fren..i reali cried just now i dunwan tis ting happens again...i'll do anytink to just not argue again..i miss syiqin,fyna,nina,syafiqah,rini and ct..those who are reali was with me those secondary school lyfe..not forgeting the chinese gerls..miss 407 alot..omg!!im crying..

without the beat friends i my lyfe would be deadless... we laugh together..making problems together

u noe all my crazyness...my stupid attitude...my sarcastic attitude..u noe evrytink more then anione...

2010-04-17T04:21:00.002+08:00

Sumtimes putting aside sumting doesnt mean i do not want them..trying another pair of shoe just to see if its more suitable for me...same goes to choosing someone in ur lyfe..(RANDOM POST!)

Apit Kehadiran Mu

2010-04-16T05:11:00.001+08:00

2010-04-16T04:50:00.002+08:00

hey blog readers..its 10min to 5am and i havent sleep yet.i cant shut my eye close..hahahs..tired..guess wat i was late for school yesterdae..LLA class start at 11.00 but i came at 11.45..i reali took my tyme standind infront of the mirror and makeup..makeup?hahha..ya i have to wear makeup to school or else i will be mcm org tk mandi muke layu jek...like no lyfe..haha. I surpose to take the april intake to function hall but no one tell me anything..onli teesha and nafisah told me there is no bl stuff so yah i didnt took the class todae and then after LLA lesson had our lunch i grab donut but i didnt eat it..i was thirsty all the way..then OSA was ferst boring subject of the day..i was lost argh! then csv and blablabla..then after skul wen to tamp wif Zie,mit BL2 enginering lpk wif them..they were so funny..hahah..shout here and there..sing loudly..i was attracted by one of this song wich they sang together its a bwh blk punye song but its nice.the video is below so yah enjoy..hahahs..overall was fun..hahhas..todae plan im not sure how..im so gona b tired..havent sleep..ibu cmfm chop2 membebel..'asal kao belum tdo agik?!'but nvm..im use to it..i love ibu so much n now adaes its been awhile im not arguing wif her watever she want me to do i'll do it..onli going home on tyme jek i tkboleh..hahah..n yah todae have to meet K.SANCHEZ at hys place ..next week he is so gona cum my place..i told hym it gona be alternate..hahha..

2010-04-15T14:28:00.003+08:00

BORING..FERST DAE IN CLASS..LAST THREE DAY DOING BL STUFF...JUST FINISH MY EXCEL..GOSH..I FORGOT EVERYTHING..HAHAHA..LUCKY MY GERlFREN HERE BESIDE ME HELP ME..MELYNDA..HAHAHA..TOODLES!!!

lyfe changes

2010-04-14T20:45:00.004+08:00

Outsiders might not noe me animore i mean i dun look the same as i use to...all of us change even my fren..hahaa..we so close till we gain weight together..haha..wat a suprise..to happy we ate alot n too stress we ate alot..hahaa..i mean im not saying we gain like alot..onli we intend to have chubby face..hahaha...ok that is like watever ok..k that was random ok..im confused wat to blog..as per normal im at nenek house..hahhas..aniways dad bought me a laptop..im so hapie but tkder internet jek..hahah.. im so restless la kn...body aching all over ..geess..taking the APRIL INTAKE STUDENT wasnt that easy ok..im like alrdy pemalu and yah u noe what i mean..lucky me, Elle, my senior BL was there to guide me tru..hahaas..she is so funi yet talkative...haha but fun..hahahs..so yah since my blog is always bout guys and all that but sad im tired of guys n i duncre if i dun have one either..wowowo!!look who's talking..!!hahahah..im enjoying my sgl lyfe..learning all new stuff,new pple,new everything...hahah..i totali learn from my mistake i regreted alot..ok now let blog bout last friday hahaha dmeet k.sanchez at afganistan wif my guitar all that..that is the weird day ok i nvr bring my guitar anywhere tao..he taught me sumthing wich i forget the name called so yah..lots of fun..he is so funni..meeting hym again tis cuming fridae..yey!!

me hapie being single!!!!!

2010-04-07T19:36:00.007+08:00

On the 04/04/2010, Muhd Irul Sanchez and me we plan to mit each other a went to Orchard Central grab our lunch at Long John then heading to Cupage and Karaokae at Cash Studio..hehhee..even it was just both of just i had alot of fun. i duet with hym and his voice is very3 good..haha..and cant wait for this fridae he gona teach me guitar!!!yey!i waited for along tyme for sumone to teach me plugging...hhahhas...

2010-04-07T19:21:00.003+08:00

hey boy ..mayb those secondary story are just memory we cant bring it bck..n just telling u its a miracle having u beside me on that day...

2010-03-21T18:05:00.005+08:00

the two years relationship has ended just like that...what a watse but...i just have too let it go..

SINGLE BEBEY

2010-03-15T09:43:00.003+08:00

SINGLE?YES SINGLE...WICH I HAVE BEEN WAITING TO BE SINGLE FOR QUITE A LONG TYME AFTER BEING IN RELATIONSHIP FOR ABOUT TWO YEARS I SICK N TIRED OF GETTING HURT...Y MUST GUYS DUN UNDERSTND GERL..BILE PMPAN NK SETIE JANATN TUH BUAT PERANGAI..BILE KTE UAT PERANGAI DIEK NK SETIE..SUAR TOL!!!!!!!!!!I AM SO ANGRY..BUT NVM..I HAVE MOVE ON..KNL DGN LELAKI ERM..FOR NW I KWN DGN ROSRIDZWAN..HEY JUST A FREN OF MINE I HAVE NO FEELING TOWARD HYM BUT DIEK MCM NK LEBIH2 WHICH I HAVE TO GET AWAY OF IT..I HAVE NO FEELING TOWARDS ANIONE ACCEPT SHAFIEE..I CANT FORGET ABOUT HYM... NVM2 JUST MY LUCK SO WAT TO DO..OK I NOE MY BLOG IS FREAKING BORING!!!I JUST HAVE NO TYME TO UPDATE PICS LARS.. HAIZ..HELP ME PLZ...NVM2 WAITING FER MARCH HOLIDAE... IM GONA GO PLAY COMP CHANGE SKINS UPDATE EVERY SINGLE LIITLE TINGS..HEHEHE..

2010-03-01T10:34:00.002+08:00

i am so freaking tired..not enuf rest...last saturdae two of my frens bufdae ZIE AND CT...i am so confused which one i surpose to go so i planned to go both...and its end to end...i had to go eascoast to help ct and others to carry some stuff i dun belief i need to carry that tumbler...pakai da lawa2 beh bwk tuh bende..damn...it so embrassing..haha..so reach Ecp we bukak tan ..and guest wat..all till bukak tan surpose to be lelaki punye keje and we are all gerls..the guys havent reach yet..we have problem to set that tan up..atlast we make it.. but abit senget...haha..so at 7 i went off from ecp...go bedok inter to buy ZIE Bufdae present..she loves Dora alot..wat a big fans..so bought her the Dora's pencil box..hahas..took bus 9 to go there...long journey and da mlm and im not familiar with Changi...haha.so atlast reach there safely at bout 8?i tink so ...haha.. i was alone as the others are Zie's bwh blk fren nan secondary skul fren..i donoe wat to do...zie keep calling me ak to mix wif them BUT! im not the type who take the ferst move to make fren..i am so shy2..palnned to ton there but tink twicely if i ton i will be keeping quiet all the time o planned to ton at Ecp ..its 11 and nid to rush for the last bus at inter...hai..patah alik penat tao..ok2 gtg..im at skul..so bubye

2010-02-21T20:05:00.002+08:00

one mistake i did to you its a big issue....ouh u ruin the upcoming two years next month...thx alots....12/05/2008-14/02/2010..gudbye JUNAIDI ....

2010-02-15T13:32:00.002+08:00

DAMN..IM BORED...TIRED...LATER KENE ALEK....KENE SIAP GOING OUT MAYB TO TOWN OR WaT SO EVER..I SLEPT AT 6 AM..JUS TO PLAY TIS LAPPY OF MY SIS...UPDAATING LOTS OF TINGS.INSERTING MUSIC IN MY IPOD..UPLOADING PICS AND MORE...HAHAHA...NENEK GOING EXPO NAN MY MUM NAN AUNT..MCM NK IKOT BUT DRNG DALA MCM MAKCIK2...NO2...BUT THEY GOING TO TGK THE WEDDING AND SOMESORT concert ..NTAHLA..HAHA..AND GUESS WAT ITS ALRDY 1.45 N I HAVENT EVEN HAD MY SHOWER...BAUZ...HAHHA..SO I WONDER Y IS EVERY ONE SO LUCKY HAVING A GREAT LYFE BUT NOT ME....ARGH...MAYB IM JUST STUBORN...OR JUST UNLUCKY ENUF...HAIZ...BORED2...ADIK SEDARE NOT HERE WIF ME ,..TKBLEH KACAO2 DIEK...SIS OUT FOR PHOTO SHOOTING..WISH CUD HAVE THAT KIND OF BODY SHAPE...BUT NOT ATTITUDE!HAHA..she have tis perangai..hahha..nk mrh jek...hahha.but she's nice..she's gona get me G-shock watch!aiming it frm lastyr...siak tol...if she tk beli kn argh..she gona make me angry ...ok..i wana siap...dress up ....make new lyfe...hehhee...

2010-02-15T01:27:00.002+08:00

its late in the morning...i cnt slip...i got headache..got beaten up jus now by tis stupid dude..nabey la...as normal u hurt me and its goin over n over again...me being so stupid cutting my hand..damn..ok i noe its my fault but i just cnt tink ...lyfe at home getting so iiritating...mum keep nagging for the past... no one seem to understnd me...nag2..its like everything my fault...im like nutin to them..i have no one to express my feeling..yes i do have my frens...but crying infront of them is so embaressing...i noe they dun mind but haiz..its hard for me...no one cud reali understnd me...see me crying like totali a big baby girl...no one...its jus me and this blog...i express it all...even if its not realistic atleast i cud express it ...onli tis laptop see me crying...and onli myself knows how hurt i am...parent?they cud onli nag at me...thats about it...nagging is thier most hobby at home...nuting else...i go home early i got nag...late also the same...its so lucky if ur not in my shoes...i use to have sumbody to keep me accompanie...sumone cud make me smile wen im sad...but now he's not there for me animore...bcz of one dude...he's missing...i wish he cud be there for me again...

u might not be here with me but u will always be in my heart....

2010-02-03T20:14:00.003+08:00

new skul were fun..im like going skul everyday..w/o fail...hhehehe...eventhough there so many different wif gerl n boi skul...but still i was fun....i hope tis yr nutin going wrng ..hoping.. i wouldnt wana fight wif new frens...im so not going to show my bad side of me..understnd...hehehe..gosh im so like hapi and i forget all those memory ..isnt it a gud news!!!onli SHAFIEE i tk dpt lupe kn...yg lain..fuh!!!they jus come n go...watever..so yah...new skul n new lyfe...new rules....i wouldnt be flirtish juz to attract guys...understnd..haha...me wil be the same QURAISHIA...hhahaha...

U JUST DUN REALISE

2010-01-31T20:16:00.002+08:00

hmm..i've been waiting fer ur calls n msg bt u didnt...
gosh i miss e tyme wen we ferst know each other...
u lost my num..n waited fer me...hahas...
but after we argue for small tings..everything was different...
hahas...to me all ur msg wasnt sincere...ggeess..
wat a shame...q..i tink u just a piece of junk...yes..mayb i am...
i always tink negative bout myself..im not confident..
.n im just so stupid...hahas...

2010-01-20T21:07:00.004+08:00

EVERYTYME I DREAM I SAW UR FACE...ITS HURTING ME...I GUESS I NEED U....FOR 3 YRS OF WAITING IT DIDNT FADES AWAY...im jealous of sumone...i never felt so jealous of sumone...gosh...watever bitch...

weeeeee.......

2010-01-17T16:01:00.003+08:00

hey2..its been a week i didnt update tag,fb and bloggy...hehehe...so bz..going hm late...sick...haiz..mcm2..anyway skul was great...make new frens..gerl and boyz...abit awkward in skul as..im from a gerl skul kn...jadk for nw wer ever i go i see guys..hot guys...nerd guys...many2..haiz..mate sakit dong!!hahaha...for nw i didnt even have anyone whom i like in skul or class...kk2 stop wif the HAIKEL ..i just like hym in a way like he's the onli cutest guy in the class.. i mean every gerl in the class fall for hym...INCLUDING me...hahhas..but im not totali into hym...im still missing sumone for 3/4 years waited fer hym...tk timbol2...im not desperate fer hym la but i just miss hym so much..he understnd me inside out...wait2 im talking bout SHAFIEE anyway...hahah..so yah...2009 was full of memories..sadness,hapiness and more...so yah...watever it is...sshhhaafieeee is always in my heart...watever viewer wana say u can say...cz u might not noe me insideout...ok talk bout 2010..cca...mayb joinin NETBALL OR BL..i change my mind for joinin GUITAR CLUB cz lazy to bring it to skul ...so yah.. hey im having a serius sore throat...smoke to much....to many brand..hahaha..so tats y im having tis irritating sore throat...haha..rebonded my hair..every one was like..'asal kao rebond..ur curly hair is nice!'ya nice its damge and iiritating la dengz...so yah...tats my prupose of rebonding..so it wont irritates me again..hahha.....orite tats fer now...toodles...

OMG!!!!!!!

2010-01-08T19:21:00.002+08:00

hey2.....gosg was total bz this few weeks..i didnt even get to post about thw new year..shit man...haiz...nvm. but atleast it was fun..anyway im skuling at ite simei now..hehhes..ok2 lar..i do make fren but just a normal fren...agik2 got my couzin,primary and secondary frens...hehehs..so ok2 la..bored tk bored sgt.. i just nk finish my 1 year then hahaha...go higher nitec...hehehe...Q rindu semue kwn2 Q yg tk have e same skul as me...haiz..sad2...i just hope no one will change or get influence by the bad people there...hahas...hehhee...ok q da nk pegy...if i have tyme again i blog again okae...haiz...

2009-12-27T19:24:00.000+08:00

hey pple i got facebook tao...thx to iqin ...geeees..add me up kays same wif msn..crazy_shia@live.com.sg

ya2...haiz...

2009-12-26T22:45:00.003+08:00

hey..im at iqin's house now..so i took the opportunity to blog..geeees..hhehe..i heard iqin tok about tis lifeguard..so yah..i remember last few daes i went to WILD2 WET wif peeps ..so yah we took ULAHLAH and i was scared u noe...but fren encoirage me not to b afraid .so i seat on the 'BOYAH' and lifeguard was HOT SIA!..geess..so he kacao me cz my shirt got a pic of ipod so yah.. nvm i dono how to explain..but yah...i tink he 's hot ...ggeess.sori for my mentelness..nvm sekali sekale...so yah i noe it has alrdy over ..forget to post..geess...k2...so for now.. me ,iqin,iqah and farhat slacking in iqin's room so yah.. my neck hurt's alot..slh bntal...shit man...n peeps sori fer not lyn kan krng sgt..was badmood and neck hurts...ish...kla thats fer now.. gtg...anyway.. iqin,iqah,ct,fyna and nina...i love u all muchie2...aniwae pple add me in msn...crazy_shia@live.com.sg

2009-12-25T21:22:00.002+08:00

im not sure y in sudden....im just sad...im all alone...no one cares..tis lyfe sucks alot..

christmass eve...

2009-12-25T07:03:00.005+08:00

so yesterdae nite afta mitin iqin,fyn,ct and anisah at eastcoast .i had to mit my sis at orchard..we going to do sum shopping stuff..so i didnt noe my mum, nenek and adik sedare was there...so yah lor we shop2 at taka..sis bought dress and beg..mum bought teapot..nenek rilek...hahaa..me..hahahas..gerl ting.!!!hahaha and sum shirt..hahhaa..tinking of posting tis three big letters..pandai2 krng la pk ape bende tuh..hahaa...so yah...i was jealous sis bought for herself PULL AND BEAR dress..argh!!!wat e toot tol,..but nvm..so we went to STADIUM shop...i was attracted by tis VANZ shoe... i wanted to aasked my sis to buy for me,,,but it cost $199..its new arrival so the price quite was reasonable...sis asked me to buy the plain VANZ shoe..since she got a budget of 100dollar for me..but i was terlalu cerewet that i reject her offer...but that doesnt mean she wont buy me a shoe...she promise me!!!i dunwan a commen plain shoe....argh!!..so i was upset..afta that we wanted to go paragon but the path was fcking cramm!!!full of human!!!arg..we were blocked by police..so tk jadk la g paragon..wanted to go novena to buy my adik sedare bju.. but cmfm2 mrt full...so we went geylang eat at tis restaurant which my nenek love to go there and eat..so yah lor..im craving for BEEF STEAK!!!!YUMMY!!n i got it...then afata eat..kakak,adik sedare and me take cab go JUNCTION 8 to watch ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKZ.hahaha..nenek and ibu balek..haha..movie was fun..such a funny and hapi dae todae..no outside pple gangu kte..hahaha...so yah i dint slip the whole dae as sis sliping n i got the chance to use her laptop..hahahs..update here abd there..sign up many things..FACEBOOK IM COMING!!haha...just nid sumone to guide me tru it..hahhaa..kla gottaa lots tings to do..anyway peeps...my msn was freaking bored...do add me up aitez.CRAZY_SHIA@LIVE.COM.SG anyone can just add me up..sayonara

result!!!!!!!

2009-12-22T20:07:00.009+08:00

hahahaas...yey2!gosh i finali got my result slip...i passed 4 out of 6...hahas..2 a's,1 b and 1c..hahas...yey2! i was nervous...butterfly in my stomach make me wana go toilet...okey2..all my bestie do very good...hehhes..courses was quite okey2 la...bgs2 jgk...hehehs..k now stop talking bout result..hahas...two daes b4 the result me went MARINA BARRAGE wif frenz... i was looking forwad to go der...but sadly ct and iqin wasnt der..haiz..so yah.. had much fun der..hahhas..out3 the whole day...hahas... here's sum pix at the Barrage!!

thats for todae..there's more of the pic but i tink i shud just bring of sum..hahhas..

SINGAPORE IDOL!!!

2009-12-09T20:36:00.004+08:00

Yesterdae on the 8 of Dec..fyna,three othr girls and me went to spore idol...okey it was funny...actuli i wasnt reali interested wif this show but jus accompany fyna...so we wanted to suported SEZAIRI..but since we got seat we surported SYLVIA..hahas..its was funny.. fyna and me screamin like hell till we had sorethroat...mcm sial..ahha...but in the end the fun part was making new fren...hahah...

weeee!!!

2009-12-07T20:15:00.002+08:00

gosh wat a hapie dae!!!go clarke quay nan my fren..hahaha...lpk...n hahaha...new msn!!!!tnx to that person...hahaha...so lyfe just going round n round...being free is the best..but ibu kept nagging..biase jgk...hahaha...wait2...have you all watch Newmoon?gosh jaccobs is f*** handsome..he so buff.hahaa..i melted...ahaha..nw..i made a new lyfe time...i go jog every morning...i mean alternate...i make new fren..so let me explain y i do go jog...since pple say i so the SEMANGAT..ahhaha..i gain weight..and i alwaes dream to b as thin and fashionable as NICOLE RICHIE!!!..hahaha..so beranagan kan!!!hahaha...so yah thts my intention...hahah...to all my peeps...n level result cuming so gudluck to u all my syg2...ahahha.gtg..love shia

2009-12-03T20:54:00.002+08:00

DUDE IM HAPPY TO LEAVE N FORGET U!!!!SORRY UR SWIT WORDS ARENT MAKING ME MELT...HAHA...N UR GF SINCE UR NOT A BITCH...I WONT CALL U A BITCH..OUH IM NOT LOOSING...IM JUST IGNORING CZ IM NOT THOSE TYPE OF GERL U LOVES TO ARGUE...

HELP!

2009-11-24T20:37:00.002+08:00

CAN SUMONE HELP ME WIF MY MSN....!! gosh... i even make a new account and still went pple add me... n i went i sign off.. they are gone... wat the hell!!!argh... gosh i have no mood now...im done man...i'll just blog next tyme...nid to go home...haiz...

2009-11-23T23:05:00.004+08:00

lately i've been tinking wat i wana do...gosh...its like i got no lyfe sia..haiz...nvm2...sumone just there to make me smile..hahas...aniwae...on 21nov the dae i graduated ..we celebrated at Shangrila Hotel..so yah...before that day, me and fren we talking bout what we shud wear..hahhas...so i didnt follow the theme...Syiqin were like Gothic...Ct and Fyna ladylight...me??rock beb!!!follow the Harley Davidson...hahah..i wear black dress and Denim jacket..tanx to iqin we were like looking fer the jacket like hell!!hahha...everyone were dress nicely...n i regret fer not wearing high heels!!i wanted too!!! but i scared if i like the tallest...i wanted to buy alrdy sey ,fyna accompaany me so she also mlz nk lyn cz im like to choosy and duno wt to choose,.haha..so yah..back to the 21 Nov...after the graduation we went Ion Orchard to mit...Syiqin punye SYG!!ADAM..haha...n wait i forget..congrats my bestie iqin..u wont the best dress!!u rock the ball room beb..ahaha...so after that we went marina ...eat again!!!i gain alot of weight sia...haiz...so yah..haiz..hey i gtg...ayah calling me to go home alrdy..gtg..tata

bloggy2

2009-11-14T20:37:00.003+08:00

hey...wen time goes by.. i felt gulit of many things..i tink i've been reali being stuborn past few daes,weeks,months,years..im sori fer that n e most is sumone who is always been with me.. im sori if i hurt u..u did the best u cud to make me like u bck..but sum how its hard 4 me to fall for u bck since the day u beat me up..yes it is e past but memory are just surpose to b remembered so that it wont be happening again.. i mayb b weak on the month which u control me... but this time even a small mistake u did ... its a million mistake for me..nutin cud bring that feeling bck even u bought for me watever i wanted..i think u will b hapi with other person..pls dun nag at me AGAIN!!..i had enuf of lecture from ibu...and dun u ever add it more to me.. my frens im sori fer not blogging cz i had no tyme to blog.. i always go out and yah...so pple pls add me in my new msn account ..previous msn i had forgoten the password..so yah.. add me kays... crazy_shia@hotmail.com

hey2

2009-10-18T17:08:00.003+08:00

haiz..sori fer the long tyme tk update..karat sia blog...ahhaha...so yah//i have no tyme no go cc to update all my profile..haiz..so yah..let me just type anything...raya was eventhough tk bnyk org g but we all was fun!!!we made all sort of funny thing..hahha..kte berpeluh from one point to the other point..from tamp to afganistan..haha..klakar..n guess wat!!!!N LEVEL IS OVER!!!!!HAHAHA..so yah.. i been applying so many outlet...penat tangan keep filling form..hope ill get either one...n...went my bubdae..sum one who ngenge go and plan a birthdae bash with TEPONG!!! wat the hell my face was covered with the tepong...argh...i wonder who took the pic.. if i got the pic. insyallah i will post it...and raya outing pic too okey!!!haha..thx pple fer make me hapi.. and sape2 share money to buy fer me cake...tankiu bnyk2!!!hahaa...syg kamu...haha..orite i've lots of other thing to update...gtg..muax!

once in a blue moon!!!

2009-09-22T18:05:00.003+08:00

hey2...im at aunty house.. i beg my kak sedare jus to play her comp.aiya..action uhs diek..aniwae.. pple!!!! SELAMAT HARI RAYE!!! Q hapie sgt2!hehee...kwn2 mintak maaf kesalahan Q...hahahass..so yah on mlm raya me,iqin,iqah and farhat go watch kompang at kampung melayu!! hehehe...n guess wat!!!!Q nmpk SHAFIEE!!!hehehe...I was like blur2 and hiding to look at hym...hahhas.. da plak tuh ni dorang bkn nk tolong drng buat obvious plak.. so i was told by iqin and iqah the shafiie group was looking at me while they playing kompang...abeh drng suroh Q tgk..malu la Q..giler la drng ..so Q nk ckp selamat hari raye kt shafiie but then his fren was like staring at me...muke da garang so Q terpakse la salam kakak diek...haiz...but then kte org plan tuh ckp kt shafiee...but i ask for iqah n farhat help...but! shafiee da ciao!!da naik bas..but then kakak diek cko exchange num..part tuh q da malu gler..diek ckp..

KAKAK:buat aper nk malu..wish jek pe

Q malu pasal Q da lame tk nmpk diek...mane tao tis will be the last Q nmpk diek..haiz...so i gave my num but tktao plak if diek da kasi shafiee..dono ehs..Q tk mengharapkan die msg...but if he did..it will be hapie for me...hhahas...kk Q tknk sad2 agik...hmm...aniwae Q made my decision on my question previous post...Q da perm rambut...but i dono la lawa tk lawa...pasal Q tk nangis..mayb okla..2ungu my hair pnjng agik mayb it will be more nicer...private my blog..mayb soon..making a new blog..i dont tink so cz I DUN EVEN HAVE ENUF TYME TO BLOG AT HERE! kalao blog agik satu... haiz.. tk terpost la...haha...so yah...to my frewnzy2 N level math seme yg menyusah kn kte da dkt so...study hard..hehhee...n shafiee i wish hym the best onli...hhahas...org2 yg terdkt Q jek tao mcm mane Q rase...hahhaz...tata

2009-09-13T13:48:00.003+08:00

hey2...wadsup bloggy..i had just finish my eng and malay N LEVEL paper...ok la...malay was complicated...and eng was ok2 golek la...hhaha...hmm..anyway raye da nk dkt !!!hahaha...my ayah buy 4 me and my mum 2 bju kurung....itam and white...haha...anyway i had a fun week..klua nan iqin seme...wah..best...alek jek kene nagging...walao!!haha...aniwae im kinda sot abit la...tktao la ehk..Q geram.. and CONFUSE!. k ferst!

Q nk rebond or perm....i mean big curl??

2nd

Q nk private Q pnye blog ke tidak...atleast i got abit of privacy..da mcm2 org msk Q nyer blog..

3rd

Q nk amek ape nyer course wen i go ite?

4rd

Q so sick of the word LOVE..

5th

Q nk buat blog agik satu ke tk so that Q can reali express my situation and my lyfe...

So how? Q tktao mcm mane nk decide...argh!! help me..k if any of u nk decide kn Q...u can blng kt the tag board okey??k la Q gtg..tata...

Code of the day:i miss SHAFIEE...

-spot hym..hahaha..tc

sumting that has gone and had just came bck...

2009-09-08T13:19:00.002+08:00

hey2 bloggy..hahaha...stress!!!Q stress giler2 tauk..exam mcm da right beside me!!!insyallah Q can handle...aniwae...i was bz SOOOO..i cant blog la..no tyme mah...hhahaa...aniwae theses few dae was fun...sad,,mayb??ntah but i tink it was fun la....hahaa.. my beloved irritating fren entertain me all the way!!1nina plak da smbng..hmph....hahaaha...aniwae i got news!!!hahaha..i saw SHAFIEE!!!...aaahh!!!!mcm one in a blue moon..i was like shock..totali....!!!!but seriusly i miss hym so much!!!!diek jek la yg totali phm Q!!!!!!! q lost cntct nan diek cz i was att tat tyme...haiz...n nw he's att...but nvm q see hym again!!!!okey it was random okey but tktao mcm ane lah...im confuse...Q benci bnyk org sgt.....org2 yg tpu Q.....knp eh org sangup tpu Q....Q tk tpu org tpu Q...haiz..tkpela....aniwae Q bsk adr eng exam wish we luck beb!!!n kawan2 study okey...tatta......

hey!

2009-08-25T13:28:00.001+08:00

hmm.. todae im not going to skulll...as my leg hurt so much....i sprain my angkle....=(...hahas... but still im so sturborn nk klua... haiyo...hahaha....anyway..forget la to wish to my bestie... SARAFINA! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! hope u like the donuts and the oreo cheese cake!!...hehehe....k so yah...no wats going on after celebrate fyna bubdae...we wen OCH!...argh....i noe 4 u ood changi hospital was nutin... but 4 me....its sumting...i cried wen we were there....sori for that...but i cant take it animore....but!! ade ke drng ckp Q mengigil mcm kene sampok!!...ish....i just cried...i mean i duncre how i look wen i cry bcz da tkt mah....hahaha....ya i admit i penakot....cant run from the fact...hahaa...but my fren we all caring..!!!even their boyfren!!they encourage me not to scared.....i love my fren alot....hahhas....syian was so cute... she used to be scared wen ever we go those scary places but then that day she wasnt... she even stand behind me...sorang2!!hahaha... cute2....hahha.. that day was the fun day...so...u noe my studies...cokap!!!i fail my sci and math jek.. yg lain tk la bgs sgt la.....haiz....so yah....hey gtg... i nid to go checkup on my legs...hehhe.. toodles...muax!

smile=)

2009-08-17T14:24:00.000+08:00

hey bloggy....hahahas...as usual bz ngan skul....hahahs....hmmm...i was tired now adays as exam da start...hahah...so yah....mly was orite...eng..was i tink okla...science was tough....math....jgn ckp HANCUR!!!...hahaha...ouh yah... remember national day...hahaha...totali njoying myself eventhough tk bnyk org g..bt with my frens yg joker...iqin adam ct....they make my day...hahhaa....thx bebey!!..hahahaa...so yah...omg im totali out of words...hmm...ouh yah... bout my lyfe...hmmm...im enjoying my lyfe...smile2 everyday...wen im bored...guitar is alwaes there for me....thx to elfie....UR THE BEST TEACHER BEB!!!.hahhaa...eventhough i keep asking hym to mit underthe blk he still there to lyn me...even wen im abit hyper..haha..ouh elfie..u nid to b brave k jgn mcm tat tyme lari jaoh2 pasal lipas.....pathetic!!!...ahahhaa...so yah everything going fine... thx fer firdaus for advising me ...ok apek!!!..hahaa...hey i started joging already...hahaha...da gemok nk mamz skrng...hahaha...n saw sum hot guy at the park...fuuh!!cair gegerl...hahaha....hmm last for all..hmm to my pple...i realize skrng i dun lpk or mcm tk gerek or watsoever...i hope u guys understnd im following myheart as i wana pass exam....i promise after exam enjoy puas2...hhaa...i just want u all for the best....i reali love u all and u all must kejar kn ur dream k...kalao krng sad....thing bout it there's nutin to sad about....ur lyfe is more important...fyn nina iqin ct ili iqah and yg lain2....do fer the best kays.....make ur lyfe smile just like how u all makes me smile....love to all..

The Mount Faber Pictures

2009-08-16T21:29:00.000+08:00

on rinnie's birthdae.....

Good Morning!!!!(yawning)

2009-08-09T11:19:00.000+08:00

hey2..haha...im now at granny's house.....i had to slip here for one day as ayah go lewang....hmm...lucky my sis ader laptop...hehhee....so yesterday i went Bugis...ALONE!...i went fer a short shopping....it was awkward being alone in a big crowd and lucky that Firdaus came and accompany me..after awhile nutin to scared of..hahas....and guess wat! i left with sevn dollar in my wallet wat e hell..form $50 to 7..haha.... so after that i went Geylang..ouh ya on my way there Firdaus still wif me so he make me laugh all the way sampai apek2 unty2 seme was like looking at me...he is so funi.. and i reached geylang mit my granny and ibu....i dunwan to go there actuali la but i have too cuz i dun bring or own nenek house key...so i have to mit them at Geylang,Hajah Maimunah...hahas...s after jalan2 around there kte pon alek...hhahs....then at night a small arguement kt umah...small matter je la...haha...but im abit sad la....haiz....but there sumone right there make me cheer up...hhas...then at night i cant slip thinking My past and about the arguement wich happen lastnight....then firdaus call me and cheer me up..advising me...make me laugh....we shared story and so on...and dearest fren guess wat i told hym the funy story wen we at CAMBODIA...hahaah....wen i recalled it...it's reali funny...n he tell me bout his trip at thailand....k stop ...im like telling everyting...hhaaa..wat to do...after all the sadness...i just dump it into the dustbin...so he acompany me on the fone till 4 am...tu tyme mate da kuyu2 da..hahas...and he still masih active...giler ah diek...so funi....so yah..i had a fun night lastnight...thx to firdaus...haha...to Jekky-hope u getting better....i'll visting u if i am free...tu lah rempit agik.. kn kene accident...hahaa....lastly my dearest fren... prelim is just beside u....do well kays... i love u alot...as usual u all matters to me...muax!taa....

lalalallala

2009-08-07T15:32:00.000+08:00

hey2 pple ...hahas.. im at cc...lame tauk tk dtg sini....hhaas.... so amcm!!!hahaas... been a stress and funny day for me...hahas....having a reali2 good tyme....thx fer the pple who makes me smile all the way....hahs...anw ya Q da lame tk blog as usual..hhas...bz nan skul..hahas... each day at skul theres always my fren who guide me tru...thx alot...drama la pulak!!(sentence wich i folow firdaus!)hahaha...watever...hahaa...ouh ya.. forget about my eng exam...i mean prelim...i was tough abit... and u noe i left 15 min and i havent finish 2 pages consists of 7 question... kene bace passage agi... mak oi... kancong Q jap... haha....but i like the tyme yg abes exam.. kte pmpan kt lua kelas mcm asking question...hahas.....ahhaa..so random...kays... hahahs... guess wad.... im like totali hapie.. i can focuse on my studies... wif the help of my frens... every single of them matter to me....im loving it...hahaha...but math... aiya... susah lor... hahhas... kays... i wana let u sumtink... realize that i was hapie??hahas.... kalao realize bgs...hahha... k tis clumsy ampai guy makes me hapie and laugh out loud 24/7....he is so funi...opsss ya 4get if pple nk tink yg.. i got many guy fren go ahead...im not... wasting my prepaid...k get back to hym...ya... he makes me hapie.. he makes me forget everythink about my past....hahas... hahas....name diek FIRDAUS...haha...da last2 baru nk blng name...hahas...ok then he not the onlie one!... my bestie... from last two year... always keep in touch wif me...JEKKY..hahas...tat idung.... hahas... to my frens.... espeacially nina,ct and fyna... yg KPO slalu ckp ader kwn baru tknk blng... bukan tknk blng suprise la... haha.. SORIE.....hahhas... nina.. name yg budak yg mcm budak yg kt dulu dlm idup aku.. he is gone FOREVER!!!!hahhaa...

lost..

2009-07-29T16:16:00.000+08:00

hey bloggy...im sori fer not blogging fer quite a few days...im bz wif my skul werk..and i getting sicker almost everyday..haiz...headache here and there...hahas...anw im now at ct house ..hahas..have a chance to use the comp...miss comp so much but too bad my memory crd sot... my pic lost...shit tol..hahas....so yah.. i had my oral ytesterday on tuesday at Telok Kurao sec...hahas...i was totaly nervous as i scared im out of point...nvm i tried my best already....haha...okey...im so typeless..haha...im not so in a mood..i dono y i cant be tat hapie...hahas..wat to do...hahas..so yah...even sumone tried to make me hapie..i just cant smile..i mean sincerely smile all e way...hahas...im lost in everything...things just getting worst now a days.. my studies and so on..hahas...im totaly stress...hahas...math espeacially....but sumting just get into my mind ...i wanted to be a photographer one day....i plan that afta my ite ..i wana take nafa...i hope i could cz u noe i noe the fees there are like thousands!!...ini bukan angan2 la but seriusly Q nk jadk photographer....hahas...but b4 that i will be taking ite courses that can like save me up...like rini recomend me go office as i can learn about admin all that cz u noe every where u see there's admin... so its kinda save if i cant be a photography..but cant say much right nw cz pple say bebual tk gune tembak tk kene...hahha..like tat la..hahas...so yah..i just hope but not sure cn get or not..hahas..so yah....hahas...im like restless rite now...my head blank my have no mood....im sad....n totaly stress and sad...i gtg....and my last word in my lyfe is....TO THE MYSTERY GUYS WHOM I DUNWAN TO SAY ALL THE NAMES...SAPE YG TERASE TUH I DONO LA KAYS..HAHS....I HAVE TO FORGET U FROM NOW....AND I WILL....TC HOPE U FIND A NICE GERL....TC.BYE.

argh!!!

2009-07-21T21:06:00.001+08:00

hey bloggy im in tis room alone at cc... so lonely...hahhas...nvm... im so stress okey! i head just like wana pop out..haha....argh... guess wat! i skul bag was fcking heavy...wif 3big files wich i carry on my left hand... pain u noe... no one nk carry kn... i saw rini nye matair angkatkn...iqah nye matair angkat kn... me?no one...sad3...hahaha....so now i very tried even i had my rest... haha....sooo... u noe i was bored so i look thru my fren list at tag... i saw AHMAD!!!!!..argh! krng tahu lah diek sape.. sial tol...i just duno y i hate hym so much....3 years of stupid friendship.3 daes of ehem2... mcm pathetic... mepek ah diek.... geram aku!...bnyk2 org the most i hate is hym... omg! y am i saying bout hym..hahahs....nvm agik pon diek bkn hensem sgt ..step mane nye hot jek.. ish...k STOP! ahahas... k ...im sori fer everything...haiz...im veri tired la.. my math i havent even finsh like 4 papers more....haiz...hey i gtg la....cc da nk tutup aku jek sorng pat sni.. kk...hmm. last sentence!!!!!hahahass

Suara Dengar kan la aku.. apA khabarnya pujaan hatiku..aku disini menungu nye masih berharap didalam hati nya...Suara dengarkn aku.. apakah aku di dalam hati nya.. aku disini menungunya...-TO SUMONE!!!!...i miz u alot..tata