u can see me being happie with my girlfriends..laughing here and there...but there one part which u will rarely see me being sad..i wouldnt show it in front of u people coz theres no point me showing it to u..u wont understnd..ive been suffered all this while..i cried in the middle of the nite..i cant bare to face all this on my own...even i would have a boifren..he woudnt care...let me tell u...even how rich u r, u bought me all this branded things for me that doesnt matter...u dun go for ur money...all i nid is ur time...ibu reali tot that im hapie but actuali no...i lie to her so that she wouldnt be worrie much about me...i dunwan she to see me crying like how i cried for junaidi..i dun wan...i wan her to be happie..seriusly...ive been hiding my sadness from everyone...n u people who read my blog atleast u noe ..i wouldnt show it..i rather blog it...i reali confuse of my lyfe right now...i wish i cud be like lastyme i have so much o confidence of myself...i dun cre for anione ..i dun cre for anione feelings..i wish i cud be like that but eventuali people change...n i cnt bare to see innocence people get hurt by me...but i just dun get it y wud other people hurt me wen ive alrdy change...life is confusing..n veri unfair...haiz...