its late in the morning...i cnt slip...i got headache..got beaten up jus now by tis stupid dude..nabey la...as normal u hurt me and its goin over n over again...me being so stupid cutting my hand..damn..ok i noe its my fault but i just cnt tink ...lyfe at home getting so iiritating...mum keep nagging for the past... no one seem to understnd me...nag2..its like everything my fault...im like nutin to them..i have no one to express my feeling..yes i do have my frens...but crying infront of them is so embaressing...i noe they dun mind but haiz..its hard for me...no one cud reali understnd me...see me crying like totali a big baby girl...no one...its jus me and this blog...i express it all...even if its not realistic atleast i cud express it ...onli tis laptop see me crying...and onli myself knows how hurt i am...parent?they cud onli nag at me...thats about it...nagging is thier most hobby at home...nuting else...i go home early i got nag...late also the same...its so lucky if ur not in my shoes...i use to have sumbody to keep me accompanie...sumone cud make me smile wen im sad...but now he's not there for me animore...bcz of one dude...he's missing...i wish he cud be there for me again...



u might not be here with me but u will always be in my heart....